Monday, November 30, 2009
it fair was exhausting.
but i know that i wont really rmb much of this weariness when i recieve my pay
i sort of screwed up tonight
=X
i also dont want to dwell too much on it
this it fair wasn't as perfect as i had mapped it out in my mind
but still, i've made quite a few really nice friends
haha
and i realised i looked more than my age.
i wonder if that's a good thing.
anyw,
i was a lil shock at the end when the show ended.
shocked at my own response and at what had happened.
haha.
it never happened to me before so i didn't really prepared for it
initially, i even thought it was a scammage!
ok then
it's late nw.
and i'm tired.
yawns
but i know that i wont really rmb much of this weariness when i recieve my pay
i sort of screwed up tonight
=X
i also dont want to dwell too much on it
this it fair wasn't as perfect as i had mapped it out in my mind
but still, i've made quite a few really nice friends
haha
and i realised i looked more than my age.
i wonder if that's a good thing.
anyw,
i was a lil shock at the end when the show ended.
shocked at my own response and at what had happened.
haha.
it never happened to me before so i didn't really prepared for it
initially, i even thought it was a scammage!
ok then
it's late nw.
and i'm tired.
yawns
and she left. 11/30/2009 02:20:00 AM.
Friday, October 2, 2009
i just felt like switching on my computer after what seemed to be an eternity to me.
blah
I'm feeling very scared.
very very scared.
I've just realise I'm totally not prepared for the o levels yet
and they're coming in 24 more days.
gosh.
i rmb that when i was a primary sch kid,
i didn't even feel nervous at all when it was the day before PSLE
and you thought that all young children will feel paranoid abt everything under the sun
==
i don't even know why i came to blog.
i just wanted to listen to music from my computer
which turned out that my window media player had some irritating problems
some codec problems
it's freaking irritating because it caused me to digress and procrastinate
I've set up targets for myself to complete this weekend
i really really hope i can achieve all of them
it's no use setting targets which you can't possibly achieve
so my targets are actually very easy to hit,
provided that I'm focus MOST OF THE TIME
it's isn't even all of the time
yeah.
so the target is actually quite reasonable
I've been thinking if i should focus on just L1R5
because in that case, i can perhaps get a better L1R5
but the cert will look uglier with some D7 or C6
even if the L1R5 is a single digit
however, that's what o lvl is all about
L1R5.
jeez
it's 3 more weeks to o lvl and i still cannot decide on my strategy
i totally own.
==
i must have the self discipline to off this browser after this post
lest i go log in to facebook later on.
cause when i go onto facebook,
i spent hours on it.
like i can just waste 2/3 hrs on facebook
cleaning on my pet in pet society and buying clothes for it
it's really fun.
though i got really sick of it for a period of time.
but maybe it's because of the pre-exams syndrome.
everytime before exams starts,
i actually find the most boring game fun
and the most draggy drama interesting.
==
it's wierd what exam can do to you even before they starts
it's 55 more days.
blah
I'm feeling very scared.
very very scared.
I've just realise I'm totally not prepared for the o levels yet
and they're coming in 24 more days.
gosh.
i rmb that when i was a primary sch kid,
i didn't even feel nervous at all when it was the day before PSLE
and you thought that all young children will feel paranoid abt everything under the sun
==
i don't even know why i came to blog.
i just wanted to listen to music from my computer
which turned out that my window media player had some irritating problems
some codec problems
it's freaking irritating because it caused me to digress and procrastinate
I've set up targets for myself to complete this weekend
i really really hope i can achieve all of them
it's no use setting targets which you can't possibly achieve
so my targets are actually very easy to hit,
provided that I'm focus MOST OF THE TIME
it's isn't even all of the time
yeah.
so the target is actually quite reasonable
I've been thinking if i should focus on just L1R5
because in that case, i can perhaps get a better L1R5
but the cert will look uglier with some D7 or C6
even if the L1R5 is a single digit
however, that's what o lvl is all about
L1R5.
jeez
it's 3 more weeks to o lvl and i still cannot decide on my strategy
i totally own.
==
i must have the self discipline to off this browser after this post
lest i go log in to facebook later on.
cause when i go onto facebook,
i spent hours on it.
like i can just waste 2/3 hrs on facebook
cleaning on my pet in pet society and buying clothes for it
it's really fun.
though i got really sick of it for a period of time.
but maybe it's because of the pre-exams syndrome.
everytime before exams starts,
i actually find the most boring game fun
and the most draggy drama interesting.
==
it's wierd what exam can do to you even before they starts
it's 55 more days.
and she left. 10/02/2009 11:10:00 PM.
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
hmm. my computer is a little wierd
blogger is now all white to me
guess it's because i don't really give it much rest nowadys
i practically use my computer the moment i wake up till i sleep
and thats like 1pm to 4am
yeah
i'm a half noctunal
haha
cause i'm stuck with maple
i know it's lame and whatever shit
but i just cant to get enough of it
and everytime i recreate a new character
never pass before the 60 mark
because of stupid hackers
i haven't started on my homework yet
i have no incentives to work hard
maybe because lynn ain't sitting beside me
haha
i really get motivated by her whenever she does her work
she's like super steady and she never stop
though she gets frustrated by amath
haha
i just give up most of the time
yeah lynn
i'm praising you
mum and dad going overseas next two days for holiday
i said no cause we're getting some of the results for prelims on fri
somehow, i'm really looking forward to it
not that i did super well this time round
i was just wondering if i could get less than 15 points
i really hope so.
because thats a big assurance to me that i'm on the right track
i don't really think i will ace this time round
but i'm not asking a lot.
just less than 15
or even 15.
it's 4 more days left to school reopen
i'm dreading yet looking forward to it.
it's a feeling that feels wierd,
but eventually you get numbed by the feeling
because it happens too many times
i shall stop by heymath now
to see if i can get some incentives to work hard
i really need lots of motivation
blogger is now all white to me
guess it's because i don't really give it much rest nowadys
i practically use my computer the moment i wake up till i sleep
and thats like 1pm to 4am
yeah
i'm a half noctunal
haha
cause i'm stuck with maple
i know it's lame and whatever shit
but i just cant to get enough of it
and everytime i recreate a new character
never pass before the 60 mark
because of stupid hackers
i haven't started on my homework yet
i have no incentives to work hard
maybe because lynn ain't sitting beside me
haha
i really get motivated by her whenever she does her work
she's like super steady and she never stop
though she gets frustrated by amath
haha
i just give up most of the time
yeah lynn
i'm praising you
mum and dad going overseas next two days for holiday
i said no cause we're getting some of the results for prelims on fri
somehow, i'm really looking forward to it
not that i did super well this time round
i was just wondering if i could get less than 15 points
i really hope so.
because thats a big assurance to me that i'm on the right track
i don't really think i will ace this time round
but i'm not asking a lot.
just less than 15
or even 15.
it's 4 more days left to school reopen
i'm dreading yet looking forward to it.
it's a feeling that feels wierd,
but eventually you get numbed by the feeling
because it happens too many times
i shall stop by heymath now
to see if i can get some incentives to work hard
i really need lots of motivation
and she left. 9/09/2009 11:46:00 PM.
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
hmm.
didn't go to pinch of salt.
while i was surfing the net just now,
i realised i really need to improve my english.
it really sucks checking words in the dictionary.
yeah.
and then i saw this website by chance.
there were picures of this guy writing in blooooood
apparently,
he had a small cut on one of his fingertips
and wrote some words on a piece of paper.
i think i won't do that in my entire life
or at least not when i'm still sane.
it's crazy.
speaking of crazy.
lynn got me hooked on crazier by taylor swift.
and tata
here it is
I never gone with the wind
Just let it flow...
Let it take me where it wants to go
Till you open the door
There's so much more...
I've never seen it before
I was tryin to fly but I couldn't find wings,
But you came along, and you changed everything!
You lift my feet off the ground,
You spin me around,
You make me crazier,crazier
Feels like I'm fallin,
And I'm, lost in your eyes,
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier...
I watched from a distance as you
Made life your own...
Every sky was your own kind of blue...
And I wanted to know
How that would feel,
And you made so real...
You showed me something that I couldn't see...
You opened my eyes and you made me believe!!!
You lift my feet off the ground,
You spin me around,
You make me crazier,crazier
Feels like I'm fallin,
And I'm, lost in your eyes,
You make me crazier,crazier
Feels like I'm fallin,
And I'm, lost in your eyes,
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier... Ohhhhhh
Baby you showed me what living is for,
I don't want to hide anymoooore...
You lift my feet off the ground,
You spin me around,
You make me crazier,crazier
Feels like I'm fallin,
And I'm, lost in your eyes,
You make me crazier,crazier
Feels like I'm fallin,
And I'm, lost in your eyes,
You make me crazier, crazier,
crazier... crazier....
i've not seen hannah motana the movie yet.
think that i'm not really going to watch it
even after the o lvls
hmm.
i can't seem to get my mood right to study for the prelims.
=(
didn't go to pinch of salt.
while i was surfing the net just now,
i realised i really need to improve my english.
it really sucks checking words in the dictionary.
yeah.
and then i saw this website by chance.
there were picures of this guy writing in blooooood
apparently,
he had a small cut on one of his fingertips
and wrote some words on a piece of paper.
i think i won't do that in my entire life
or at least not when i'm still sane.
it's crazy.
speaking of crazy.
lynn got me hooked on crazier by taylor swift.
and tata
here it is
I never gone with the wind
Just let it flow...
Let it take me where it wants to go
Till you open the door
There's so much more...
I've never seen it before
I was tryin to fly but I couldn't find wings,
But you came along, and you changed everything!
You lift my feet off the ground,
You spin me around,
You make me crazier,crazier
Feels like I'm fallin,
And I'm, lost in your eyes,
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier...
I watched from a distance as you
Made life your own...
Every sky was your own kind of blue...
And I wanted to know
How that would feel,
And you made so real...
You showed me something that I couldn't see...
You opened my eyes and you made me believe!!!
You lift my feet off the ground,
You spin me around,
You make me crazier,crazier
Feels like I'm fallin,
And I'm, lost in your eyes,
You make me crazier,crazier
Feels like I'm fallin,
And I'm, lost in your eyes,
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier... Ohhhhhh
Baby you showed me what living is for,
I don't want to hide anymoooore...
You lift my feet off the ground,
You spin me around,
You make me crazier,crazier
Feels like I'm fallin,
And I'm, lost in your eyes,
You make me crazier,crazier
Feels like I'm fallin,
And I'm, lost in your eyes,
You make me crazier, crazier,
crazier... crazier....
i've not seen hannah motana the movie yet.
think that i'm not really going to watch it
even after the o lvls
hmm.
i can't seem to get my mood right to study for the prelims.
=(
and she left. 8/04/2009 03:03:00 PM.
Monday, August 3, 2009
uh
i'm blogging again.
==
i'm exploding with anger.
in fact
i've exploded.
-my phone's not functioning really well
and my warranty had expired
-my sister rather delete the song then send to me
-and my parents just sit there and watch her do that
-i have not hand in my chemistry worksheet
-i've been seeing irritating people
-my mom just decided to take away my twenty bucks
-i have not been doings stuff in my schedule book
-my malay o lvl oral is in one week time and i have not started on anything
if you think that they are trival,
try it having it then.
everything trival mounting up to something that gets on your nerves
seriously
i'm super pissed off
i went to threw my phone against the wall
and now i'm having major problems with it
but again,
i can blame it on pms
yeah.
it's about time.
the only not-so-glum things today was choir
yeah.
somehow going back to the music room was rather pleasant.
or should i say nolstagic?
it makes me feel like singing again.
they were singing some simple national day songs
and it feels wierd seeing them sing instead of singing with them
haha
the only irritating part was that the music room had become stinkier with socks smell
yucks
it doesn't smell that way in the past.
the juniors have smelly feet
i'm looking forward to a pinch of salt tmw!!
i'm going to drown away all these unhappy stuff.
tmw will be a happier day! =D
i'm blogging again.
==
i'm exploding with anger.
in fact
i've exploded.
-my phone's not functioning really well
and my warranty had expired
-my sister rather delete the song then send to me
-and my parents just sit there and watch her do that
-i have not hand in my chemistry worksheet
-i've been seeing irritating people
-my mom just decided to take away my twenty bucks
-i have not been doings stuff in my schedule book
-my malay o lvl oral is in one week time and i have not started on anything
if you think that they are trival,
try it having it then.
everything trival mounting up to something that gets on your nerves
seriously
i'm super pissed off
i went to threw my phone against the wall
and now i'm having major problems with it
but again,
i can blame it on pms
yeah.
it's about time.
the only not-so-glum things today was choir
yeah.
somehow going back to the music room was rather pleasant.
or should i say nolstagic?
it makes me feel like singing again.
they were singing some simple national day songs
and it feels wierd seeing them sing instead of singing with them
haha
the only irritating part was that the music room had become stinkier with socks smell
yucks
it doesn't smell that way in the past.
the juniors have smelly feet
i'm looking forward to a pinch of salt tmw!!
i'm going to drown away all these unhappy stuff.
tmw will be a happier day! =D
and she left. 8/03/2009 08:35:00 PM.
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
oh my goodness.
why are there people reading my blog?
haha
i thought it was dead long long time ago.
lucky i haven post things i shoudnt post
anyways
i'm feeling quite relaxed
it's long since i had this feeling
it's been like 1 week
yeah.
one week of tiredness is horrible enough
not to mention the next 100 days before the beloved o lvls
i had a very 'model' day today
went to school
and came home to rest
and i went jogging
yep.
you don't need a new specs
because your eyes are not fooling you.
and then i ate very healthy food for dinner
red rice and lots of vege
and i proceeded to start a bit of my homework
and decided to go to the supermarket near my hse to buy some sweets
which i spent 1hr+ choosing my sweets
anyw i'm digressing
what i want to say is that
if everyday is like today,
I'LL BE ABLE TO GROW SUPER TALL AND HEALTHY =D
why are there people reading my blog?
haha
i thought it was dead long long time ago.
lucky i haven post things i shoudnt post
anyways
i'm feeling quite relaxed
it's long since i had this feeling
it's been like 1 week
yeah.
one week of tiredness is horrible enough
not to mention the next 100 days before the beloved o lvls
i had a very 'model' day today
went to school
and came home to rest
and i went jogging
yep.
you don't need a new specs
because your eyes are not fooling you.
and then i ate very healthy food for dinner
red rice and lots of vege
and i proceeded to start a bit of my homework
and decided to go to the supermarket near my hse to buy some sweets
which i spent 1hr+ choosing my sweets
anyw i'm digressing
what i want to say is that
if everyday is like today,
I'LL BE ABLE TO GROW SUPER TALL AND HEALTHY =D
and she left. 7/14/2009 09:27:00 PM.
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
hmm.
i suddenly don't feel like leaving choir
i feel like clinging onto the pillar and just hug the pillar tightly
and won't let go no matter what
haha
though yesterday wasn't perfect.
i still love anglican high choir
i may not love individually everybody.
but i think what i love is the wonderful memories i had of it.
i may be bring unhappiness to some
and i may be unhappy some times about certain matters.
but i'm very sure i still love it very very much
and to readers( if there's any):
you just have to read it till here.
the rest of it is just what i feel like typing out
it's definetely going to be the oh so emo-ish type of post.
yeah. so you can leave now.
i made friends in this choir
i laughed in the choir
i cried in this choir
i felt very irritated in this choir
i felt very attached to this choir
all these feelings may seem insignificant
but when combined together,
i feel really really glad that i've made the correct choice to join this dear cca
hah.
i think i shall stop my emotions here.
shall leave all till end of year when farewell comes
if not i'll be exhausted of all my words
anyws,
i'm quite irritated that i cannot go choir tmw.
urgh.
jiayou ahchoir!
i suddenly don't feel like leaving choir
i feel like clinging onto the pillar and just hug the pillar tightly
and won't let go no matter what
haha
though yesterday wasn't perfect.
i still love anglican high choir
i may not love individually everybody.
but i think what i love is the wonderful memories i had of it.
i may be bring unhappiness to some
and i may be unhappy some times about certain matters.
but i'm very sure i still love it very very much
and to readers( if there's any):
you just have to read it till here.
the rest of it is just what i feel like typing out
it's definetely going to be the oh so emo-ish type of post.
yeah. so you can leave now.
i made friends in this choir
i laughed in the choir
i cried in this choir
i felt very irritated in this choir
i felt very attached to this choir
all these feelings may seem insignificant
but when combined together,
i feel really really glad that i've made the correct choice to join this dear cca
hah.
i think i shall stop my emotions here.
shall leave all till end of year when farewell comes
if not i'll be exhausted of all my words
anyws,
i'm quite irritated that i cannot go choir tmw.
urgh.
jiayou ahchoir!
and she left. 7/01/2009 11:39:00 PM.
hoho.
i bet he's lying, yufan.
anyw, maybe he's not.
but again,
he've lied so many times before
and we still have 28 days to confirmation.
so. let's cheer up!
hmm
yesterday was the last concert.
yeah.
esplanade's backstage was awesome
but due to time constraints,
didn't really have much time to go exploring about.
sandwich was nice too.
hmm.
but to be frank,
everything was super rush and super screwed too
i had no time to go photo shooting with everybody
=(
when it's like the last time
quite irritated with that
i only took like 30 photos.
like almost half take things rather than people
ho. yes. you can't see anything even if you highlight them.
it's a brand new software not even available in the market.
haha.
don't feel upset
since when does things go the way you wanted it to be, right?
i bet he's lying, yufan.
anyw, maybe he's not.
but again,
he've lied so many times before
and we still have 28 days to confirmation.
so. let's cheer up!
hmm
yesterday was the last concert.
yeah.
esplanade's backstage was awesome
but due to time constraints,
didn't really have much time to go exploring about.
sandwich was nice too.
hmm.
but to be frank,
everything was super rush and super screwed too
i had no time to go photo shooting with everybody
=(
when it's like the last time
quite irritated with that
i only took like 30 photos.
like almost half take things rather than people
ho. yes. you can't see anything even if you highlight them.
it's a brand new software not even available in the market.
haha.
don't feel upset
since when does things go the way you wanted it to be, right?
and she left. 7/01/2009 08:45:00 PM.
